I had a bad dream last nite. I dreamt that I had to complete a mission and if i failed to do so, i would be killed... so scary!! Don't know why i had such a dream??
I failed my mission and was supposed to be killed. But the feeling of being shot by a gun or stabbed by a knife really freak me off that i chose to commit sucide in the end by suffocating myself...
And when i woke up realising that it was just a dream... i told myself that I'M REALLY GLAD TO BE ALIVE!!! I felt really relieved... sometimes dream can be so real that you dun even realise that you are dreaming...
I dun wanna die so young.. I still wanna have the chance to repay my parents and fulfil my duties as a daughter.. I still wanna have a chance to be a good wife... I still wanna have a chance to be a good mother... I don't wanna die with regrets..
All I know is to live each day to the fullest and not forgetting to tell my love ones how much I love and care for them each living day... =)